kadang seringkali hati ambil andil besar untuk gue berbuat sesuatu dan pastinya berakibat gue merasakan sesuatu. hati itu licik, egois, dia nggak peduli seberapa banyak air mata gue keluar karena gue selalu nurutin dia. gue berharap hati gue berhenti bicara dan berhenti punya rasa. gue capek ngikutin hati.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you...
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you...
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
"It was enchanting to meet you"
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you...
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
terlepas dari sisi negatif, sisi positif dari terbang domestikadalah kita jadi lebih banyak tau kekayaan alam yg sebenernya Indonesia punya dan ngga kalah bagusnya sama luar negeri. salah satu favorit gue yg mau gue share disini adalah Jayapura.
perlu waktu berjam-jam buat sampe dikota ini, tapi kalo udah sampe sini ngga akan nyesel karena banyak banget tempat yg bisa kita datengin disini.gue pribadi blm sempet jelajahin semua tempat, tapi ada beberapa yg udah gue kunjungin dan itu highly recommended.
ini dia tempat-tempatnya:
Pantai Base-G (re: besji)
Danau Hamadi
Jayapura City (city view from the top)
malem ini gue berangkat lagi kesana, wish I could explore more exciting place in there....
so sad to realize that my blog have been jamuran for a very long time :(
hari ini, dipagi yang amat cerah ini, gue: Rubetta Zerline Thea Walangarei bertekad! untuk kembali blogging... (lebay). yaaa, semoga waktu mengabulkan keinginan gue ini.
Mom, without you there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am
Without you, I would be lost
wandering aimlessly
without direction or purpose
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere
Without you there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried
Instead, because of you
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace
Thank you, Mom
I have always loved you
and I always will :')
Seperti biasa, sekarang gue lagi duduk di depan komputer (sebenernya gue ngga yakin benda didepan gue ini msh layak disebut komputer)tentunya, lengkap dengan headset dikuping.. iyalah ya, masa diidunghemmmmmmmmm okay, jujur nih ya sekarang gue sedang memikirkan baru realizegue udah lama aja nge-jomblo hahaha jangan sedih jangan gelisah, kawan.. gue bukannya mau nekad ikutan Take Me Out tapi gue jadi mikir aja 'kenapa gue sampe sekarang msh aja happy dgn status single?' gila ya, kesannya gue udh tua bgt hahaha. gue pernah sih nyerempet ngomongin ini sama temen gue namanya sebut saja wawan, ini dia cuplikannya...
gue: "parah ya gue msh jomblo sampe sekarang hahaha sedih deh ngga laku" wawan : "yah, elo-nya aja kali ta yg terlalu milih"
gue bukannya terlalu memilih, tapi gue blm nemu dipertemukan sm cowok yg NAH! (gue agak bingung hrs pk kata apa)yah pokoknya yg click-lah sama gue dan tentunya dengan segala plus-minus-nya gue
ngomong-ngomong soal cowok, gue pernah diajak kenalan sama cowok-freak-berat-sumpah-ngga-nahaaaan dalam kasus ini sepertinya semua orang akan bersikap sama seperti gue.. lebay. jadi begini, sekitar 2 bulan yang lalu gue sama sepupu gue, Chika pergi ke PIM jalan-jalan sekalian nonton salah satu band favorit gue, Twentyfirst Night. semuanya berjalan normal, gue berdiri agak disamping panggung dan ngga begitu rame waktu itu yang nonton sampe akhirnya ada makhluk ng-ilfeel-in yang nyamperin gue bilang gini: "ini band apa?"
dengan ramah guepun menjawab:
"Twentyfirst Night"
si makhluk ini ternyata terpesona dengan lagu 'Terbaik Untukmu'-nya Tick Band yang di remake sama Twentyfirst Night, dia bilang gini
"itu tadi lagunya Tick Band eheheheee (nyengir kuda gimanaaaa gitu) namanya siapa? eheheheheheheee (nyengir kuda-NIL sambil ngulurin tangannya)"
masih dengan ramah, gue jawab (tentu dengan doa terlebih dahulu)
"etta.."
senang kelihatannya dpt kecengan baru, dia memperkenalkan diri
"wibowo (anggep aja itu namanya) blh minta nmr hp-nya ngga?"
gue udah sampe pada tingkat il-feel kronis waktu itu
"ngga punya hp.. ngga punya hp.." (tentunya dgn memaksakan senyum meyakinkan, ngga tau deh ya diliatnya jadi apa)
wibowopun berdiri terdiam untuk beberapa saat... oh jelas, masih disebelah gue! sampe akhirnya dia menemukan ide baru
"nih...." (menyodorkan hp esia-nya dgn jumawa ke gue, di screen-nya gue sempet liat sekilas ada nmr telp yang sudah jelas itu nmr si wibowo)
gue? bengong sambil geleng-geleng... Chika? dia sepertinya tidak blm juga menyadari kalau kakak sepupunya ini sedang dalam bahaya (lebay) tapi akhirnya gue narik tangan Chika biar agak jauh sama si wibowo.
Twentyfirst Night-pun mengakhiri perform mereka dengan lagu Tergila. sebenernya gue janjiin Chika foto bareng sama Joey (bassist-nya 21st Night) tapi krn gue udah ketakutan sama si wibowo akhirnya gue dan Chika memilih untuk escape ke toilet. Tapi akhirnya setelah merasa aman kita balik ke tempat 21st manggung dan mencari Joey. yak, dan wibowopun hilang entah kemana... semoga itu menjadi pengalaman gue yang pertama dan terakhir bertemu makhluk seperti dia. Bye-bye wibowo
GILA! ngga nyambung ya posting-an gue? hahaha yak, seperti judulnya :p hm kalo ngomongin cowok ya, banyak bgt jenis yg pernah gue temuin hahaha dan sedihnya kebanyakan yg aneh seperti diatas haha ngga juga sih sebenernya, gue percaya Tuhan pasti mempertemukan gue dgn DIA tepat pada waktunya :)
Twentyfirst Night and Renita Martadinata @ PIM 2
it's 12:10 AM, headphone dikuping memainkan lagu Flightless Bird, American Mouth-nya Iron & Wine dan itu membuat saya ngantuk, saudara-saudara... Jadi, sekian dulu posting-an gue, mohon maaf apabila ada kata-kata yang tidak berkenan dihati anda dan ingat, i'm not good in writing jadi maap-maap aja ya kalo amburadul.. jangan kapok liat blog gue yaaaaaaaaa! see you soon :) XOXO
Do you love me oh do you love me I say so Do you need me oh do you need me God I hope I get this feeling deep inside That somewhere somehow you passed me by I can't put my finger on it but The more that I see you the more that I know
Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been You finish all my sentences before they begin And I know that look in your eyes It's like I've seen you before about a million times In another life, in another life maybe, in another life you must have been mine
You make me feel so Oh you make me feel so beautiful It doesn't matter No it never matters if we're out or home We can make hours into years Wherever you go you're always here It's like I've known you from before But I'm just so happy you walked through my door
I'm breathing you in I'm breathing you out You're all around me No matter what we do I wanna spend my life with you Only you Do you love me oh do you love me Say you love me oh say you love me
Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been You finish all my sentences before they begin And I know that look in your eyes It's like I've seen you before about a million times In another life, in another life maybe, in another life you must have been mine
