bicara soal hati...

apa yang ada dihati

apa yang hati rasa

yang tau cuma pemiliknya

susah untuk nggak dengerin apa kata hati. sering gue berfikir:

bisa nggak sih hati nurutin apa yang ada di akal sehat?

bisa nggak sih hati tau kalo dia jatuh ditempat yang salah?

bisa nggak sih hati berhenti bicara disaat semuanya udah jelas percuma?

well, I still don't have the answer. 

kadang seringkali hati ambil andil besar untuk gue berbuat sesuatu dan pastinya berakibat gue merasakan sesuatu. hati itu licik, egois, dia nggak peduli seberapa banyak air mata gue keluar karena gue selalu nurutin dia. gue berharap hati gue berhenti bicara dan berhenti punya rasa. gue capek ngikutin hati. 

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you...

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette

Starts to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you...

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?

I wonder 'til I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say

"It was enchanting to meet you"

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you...

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

DAMN!!!! I love Indonesia :)

terlepas dari sisi negatif, sisi positif dari terbang domestik adalah kita jadi lebih banyak tau kekayaan alam yg sebenernya Indonesia punya dan ngga kalah bagusnya sama luar negeri. salah satu favorit gue yg mau gue share disini adalah Jayapura.

perlu waktu berjam-jam buat sampe dikota ini, tapi kalo udah sampe sini ngga akan nyesel karena banyak banget tempat yg bisa kita datengin disini. gue pribadi blm sempet jelajahin semua tempat, tapi ada beberapa yg udah gue kunjungin dan itu highly recommended.

ini dia tempat-tempatnya:

Pantai Base-G (re: besji)

Danau Hamadi

Jayapura City (city view from the top)

malem ini gue berangkat lagi kesana, wish I could explore more exciting place in there....
 

first post in 2012

Hello!!

so sad to realize that my blog have been jamuran for a very long time :(

hari ini, dipagi yang amat cerah ini, gue: Rubetta Zerline Thea Walangarei bertekad! untuk kembali blogging... (lebay). yaaa, semoga waktu mengabulkan keinginan gue ini.